Love Don't Come Easy

Aer's  is watching a climatic sequence. The mixture of video and music are coming to a head. They are intesecting.

Aer's macBook dies.
Synced with the climax.

He searches in the blinding dark for the outlet, holding the AC in his right hand.
He finds the jack.

Almost cut my hair?

Yeah, no you didn't. Your hairs all nice and fluid, very mature.

You're having it sway in the wind and catch in a direction that suits the frontside move you're about to  stick. It's hiding your grimace/

You're riding away and it all seems nice and you can see that there's some momentum.

You can see that the pastry section is firing. Your G-2 is coming at the window with a tight blood-orange and ricotta. The red walnuts. The honey. The Bay. The crumble. The anise.

And these are just glimpses and visions of a future where the chaos is under-foot. You have the tools. Just keep building.

 and i'd say I'm my own girlfriend.

Only by purposeful abandonment of the past do you find the innovations of the future.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TT0C_TD8dU8

Don't go back, but rather, up.

I get that hitting executive chiefdom in your mid-20's is unusual. Most of my piers are still tackling line cooking and sous-chef status. I don't want to go back to a particularly dead-end job , glorified baby-sitter status doesn't suit me (as a i can barely dress myself). However, i don't feel like i spent the last 7 years gathering these chops, only to toss them aside and to hit the corporate latter.

i am prepared once again to become a leader of others. It can't be that hard to ante-up one more time.

ode to a Car

Through and through,
And once again,
the war machine sprung to life,
and everything is sand-stone inside you.


Do you have substance?
Battle to be humble.

Contrast bias

This is a permanent reminder here for myself. I know usually there ought to be a meme out there for it, but this'll do for our purposes.

I refuse to let anyone make me feel guilty for how blessed i am.

There's a sanity and purity to the personal boundaries I developed just by being a dunce. They kept me from following the path of the average white male and his habitual tendencies towards tyranny. It made sure that I aligned with companions who enrich the field. Best yet, it made me age slowly and with ease.

I always say its better to be an idiot than a slave.

Cool to dip the banana in that chocolate dip, but never leave it there permanently, so to speak.

Also found a remix of "julia's song" on Youtube. it's by "Deno". real excellent. My gift to my loyal following.